... but what did i do in my past life to get mixed up with some of the most useless male beings on the planet? starting with my father i can't seem to stop getting caught up in the circle of dysfunction and misery of an endless cycle of horrible boys...

imagine someone tellling you that they love your more than any other woman on earth and that you are the goddess to their god... and then telling you "hey in 15 years when my kids are grown up i'll come and get you ... in the meantime i am going to stay and be miserable with my wife so my kids can have the joy of growing up in dark, cold shadow of a bitter, loveless marriage and when the littlest one turns 18 and i dump my wife for you they'll thank me... in the meantime you go ahead and play around with whoever you like... oh and when it goes bad for you don't expect a goddamn thing from me - no sympathetic shoulder to cry on, nothing to help you out a little bit, make you see that you are a beautiful and loved woman... nope, just suck it up cos you'll get virtually no communication or affection from me... and in 15 years you can have the pleasure of being my total and complete sub and slave and adoring worshipper cos i am your rightful god and then you can come to life with the love i choose to give you..."

well you know what, motherfucker, FUCK YOU... guess what, the spell is over and i woke the fuck up and realized you are just one more arrogant, selfish prick... you think you're such a fucking prize that you are doing your wife a favor by remaining married to her when i'm sure she sees you as the same disgusting selfish bastard i do... only she woke up to your shitty game much earlier than i did... goddess help and save and keep her as she struggles to live you with day by day... she has my sympathy... i can't imagine being hitched to a miserable, cold, ugly-hearted son of a mule like you... i just hope you continue to support her financially and that as you rise higher in your soulless work and make more money she gets her hands on all of it and spends it on herself in spades... i hope that her joy and happiness and health and the goodness in her life rises and rises and she gets stronger and stronger as you get weaker and weaker... your next incarnation will be quite a doozy, buddy...

i feel a million times lighter for giving you the old heave-ho... now get the fuck out of my sight, you make me sick... i'd sit down and have a civil conversation with zeus before i'd entertain you at my table...